⌛ - age?
‼ - real name?
✺ - eye color?
✁ - hair?
☿ - zodiac sign?
☃ - tall/short?
❅ - any sports?
✈ - hobbies?
❤ - single/taken?
♋ - virgin or not?
ツ - any pets?
☂ - favorite season?
✐ - fave types of movies?
❣ - how would it be your ideal date?
☣ - phobias?
☠ - fears?
✘ - hates?
° - ever were close to death?
♧ -..... on drugs?
♠ -.....smoked?
♦ -.....had alcohol?
❥ - sexual orientation
♚ - favorite eye color?
♛ - favorite hair color?
♪ - music you like?
✌ - favorite bands/ singers?
♒ - fave animes?
❦-.fave characters?
✿ - fave kind of clothing?
ღ - mottos?
✬ - photo of me?


To start off the new year in a good way, every single person who reblogs this will get their username put into a container. Once or twice a day, I’ll pick a name at random, and send that person a nice message, something I like about their blog, a joke, a gif or just something that I find amusing.

(出典: darkenedpond)


well son, a blog is formed when your loneliness and your narcissism fall in love with each other

What happened with SJ?


(I’m going to assume you’re talking about this amazing rant Jacey posted, btw I love you Jacey  because I think everyone knows what’s going on between elf and exo fans)

I’m not going to talk about SM and my opinions on how they are managing SJ and EXO, because even if I could be more accurate trying to express what I want to say if I did, we all know SM and I don’t think it’s necessary.

And I’m not going to complain either about how SM brought Krisho instead of HeeHenMi, because you must know how I feel about that.

First of all, I do not hate exo I think there’s not a single elf who hates exo themselves, but what their fans are doing (and again, not all their fans). My best friend is an exo fan and I recognise they’re great, and I know most of their names. 

Do you realise what just happened? I don’t think so… but we’re at one point when elf have to apologise first and explain how we don’t hate exo so we can state our opinions.
I don’t think that’s fair.
If we say what we think, we just get hate in our askbox, so the only option is to make clear, first of all, how exo are great dancers and good singers and how amazing they are before we can talk about our own idols.
Still, not fair.

Anyway, about SJ and the concert. I haven’t talked about this here on tumblr because I know many people had the time of their lives, and loved every second of that concert, but that’s not my case.

The members came to hold a concert for the first time in London, one of the most important cities in Europe after only two days before having a concert in the other side of the world (and you have to notice the time zones too). 
When the concert just started, they were tired, and Eunhyuk even said it. “We’re really tired but will try our best and enjoy this show”.

Most people who came weren’t even elf (at least not pure elf) and I understand that because outside Korea most fans are multifandom, and I really don’t mind at all. I do not dislike people who are multifandom or anything like that. 

But even before the concert… I had a group of girls behind me, five or six, they didn’t know each other but somehow started talking, and this is how their conversation went:

'my name's this, I'm from that place, blah, blah, blah'

You know, the typical conversation… but then this happened:

'Who's your bias'

'In SJ? Yesung, but lately I like DO more, his voice is better'

'Oh, from exo? Yeah they're amazing'

'I actually like BAP quite a lot but really, exo. They're all incredible'

'I think they're coming today?'

'Who? exo? Oh my god, really? I can't wait, please tell me this is not a lie'

Okay, I guess there’s nothing bad with this conversation, anyone can have one like that, but what hurt me was that, being in the queue of a Super Show, they were not even talking about Super Junior, like they didn’t care, but instead fangirling about another groups (and yes, being exo the group they were fangirling about, it hurt me even more)

In that moment, I felt I was the only pure elf in the whole venue. And I’m sure more pure elf felt the same.

Many fanbases organised projects for the members, just like in every Super Show, but it seemed no one cared because when I looked around, I could count the people who were holding the banners for each project. Not even the Marry U one, which I consider the most important. I counted like 16 people holding the banner (there were more, I know, but from the place I was, it’s rather sad seeing only 16 people holding a banner).

And right after Marry U, a song that represents the love between SJ and ELF, Boom! Krisho appeared.

How do you think I felt, when everyone in there started screaming their lungs out for those two? It hurt a lot. It was a slap in SJ faces but also in the faces of the real elf who were there. Even if you like both groups, you’re in a Super Show for God’s sake… 

I don’t think many people realised, maybe because I pay a lot of attention to those things, but Hyukjae’s eyes… oh my god did it hurt.

He looked so lost for a moment (and this happened in like a few seconds) and after everyone screaming for exo, he looked to the fans. It may have looked normal, but at that moment I was staring at him and his eyes looked desesperate to find that it was not true. That their own concert wasn’t full with people who prefered ther hoobaes over them. And when he saw everyone was there, being incredibly louder for those two, resignation was shown in his eyes and he then went to greet them and again pretend he was okay.
He wasn’t.

And the same was with Kangin. He didn’t even want to stand close to them. 

To be honest, my memories from the SS5 London are not great. Maybe I’m focusing too much on the bad things, maybe I’m a pessimistic. But Super Junior did not enjoy their concert in London. 

And it hurts, because I want them to come back to Europe. Because I want them to love their fans here as much as they fell in love with their fans in South America.

I want them to feel loved.

But I can’t.